Thursday, January 20, 2011

Mild Panic Attack

Surprise, surprise… I'm updating my blog as Craig is out of town for work.  But.. he is currently on a plane, on his way back to RDU… so yay. :)

Anyway, as I was creating a spreadsheet tonight and going over everything that's been booked, and still needs to be booked, as well as expenses… I get a phone call from one of my bridesmaids, Lindsey.  I had just received a text from Craig about 30 minutes before that saying they were shutting the door in Cincinnati, and about to take off.  So when Lindsey called, he was well on his way home and should land at RDU in about another hour.  She and I were talking about some of the vendors that she used for her wedding in September when my phone beeps… it's a call from Craig.  My heart skips a beat and I immediately begin to panic, thinking "He's flying.. and he's calling me.  WHY IS HE FLYING & CALLING ME?!  Oh my gosh, oh my gosh.."  Clearly, my mind automatically switched to thinking it was going to be a scene out of one of the 9/11 movies and he's making the dreaded phone call.  Morbid, right!?  Ugh, I hate that my mind automatically goes there.

So I switched over in a hurry and frantically wait to hear what's coming.  I can barely hear him, which really didn't make things better.  I finally hear him say "Hey, we're delayed in Cincinnati so I just wanted to let you know."  Thank God.  So I tell him what my brief moment of hysteria was about, we say our goodbyes, and I click back over to Lindsey.  I'll also add that I clicked over to her to find that she obviously didn't miss me at all because she was still talking.  Ha!  Love her. :)


To sum up - luckily there was no crisis, I haven't made any progress on any more vendors, and my spreadsheet is basically as I found it… empty.  But - at least I still have a fiance!!

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